I will tell you, if you will listen.

So, I was talking with God the other day, and I'm going through my normal,

"God please help David, and please help Daniel, and please help Tara...."

Then I remembered all the help I needed.

"Oh! And God please help me!"

Well, things started becoming really hard on me. One thing lead to another and each day got harder and harder to move on. I wanted to cry and scream. I had no idea what was going on with me! Friends leaving me left and right, I was losing interest in things that I had always cared about. I recieved no acceptence anywhere. My friends left me; my church depressed me; my family irked me. I had no idea what to do. Fianlly I yelled,

"GOD WHAT DO I DO!"

Except this time He didn't give me seen solution. All He said was, I will tell you if you will listen. I didn't know how to listen. It had nevered occured to me that I wasn't listening. I was completely ignoring what God was telling me to do.

Well when I finally gave up, God gave me my friends back. Not only did I have a couple of good, stable friends who really cared about me, I had peace. A deep satifying peace that I had never gotten from anything else ever before. I know this kind of peace only comes from God. The world still hurts. Things happen everyday that I don't think I can live through, but with Jesus on my side I know all I have to do is give up. Jesus will take care of the rest. God told me; I listened. Now, I told you. Did you listen?