The Prayer of a Broken Heart

Dear God, Give me wisdom. Give me understanding. Give me hope. Give me peace. Please grant me the peace in this situation to navigate through this storm. Give me hope to hold on to, to help me believe this isn't forever. Give me understanding to know why this is happening. Give me wisdom to trust and hold on.

I'm hurting. I need peace during this hard time. Peace to make this terrible feeling go away. I need hope to guide me through. Sometimes I feel like happiness in my life is hopeless. I need understanding because I have no clue what's going on. I need wisdom to gain more understanding.

Lord, why did you let this happen? I thought so many good things were happening to me, and one of the things I care most about in life is gone. I don't understand, and I'm angry and heartbroken. I know I need to move on, but I don't have the strength. I don't understand. I'm so tired of not udnerstanding. I want my suffering to end. What did I do to deserve such painfull chastisment?

All I want to do for the rest of my life is sit here and feel sorry for myself. My voice betrays me. I'm afraid I'm losing it. I'm losing my voice. I'm losing my heart.

Dear God..... I..... I'm so tired of I......

Valentines day!

Have you ever been in love? I HAVE! It's so amazing. It feels like you don't need anything else in the world except the love of that one person. It's so very amazing. That's why I'm so excited about this Valentines day. God has blessed me this year with someone to love and love me. I just have to love and thank God everyday!

So this Valentines day, God has given me the opportunity to go visit my "Special Someone." He's away right now, and I miss him so much! But another thing that's so amazing about love is the wait is so worth it. God's love is so amazing! Thank you God for sending me love!

I'M IN LOVE!!! I'M IN LOVE!!! I'M IN LOVE!!!